I find it rather sad and pathetic that people need to find love in a man or woman rather than finding love with God first . I believe that you need to fix yourself, your crap and relationship with God before stepping into a relationship with someone or else all that crap your dealing with now is only going to get brought into that relationship sooner or later. You think by having someone by your side all your problems will go away? Fix yourself before you enter a relationship with someone. Get your priorities straight and STOP chasing love when it’s right in front of you!!
Monday night Christian, Raquel, Mckenzie and I went to a show at The Bardot. It was Mckenzie and my first time going to a show at that venue as well as Raquel’s. I must say it was a last minute thing and it worked out perfect. We went to watch Leah and Brandon perform and like always I enjoyed their music and the passion they both show on stage. Monday nights at The Bardot it’s school night out, so they get all different types of bands to come out and perform. After Brandon and Leah Love orchestra went on and boy did I find a new passion for classical music. The way they played their instruments and the way the main singer sang was just breath taking to me. The shows were good, but nothing beats all the random most awkward moments we shared. We met some of the most random people and writing on my blog the conversations we had with them would not do any justice. the time the four of us shared was just price less and beyond funny!
On our way home I began to think of all my close friends, those who I was once close to, those who I don’t speak to anymore, those who I am getting to know and build a new friendship. & I am just thankful for everyone and all the memories I have, or making.
Praise God I was able to add all the classes I need for the fall semester with the teachers I wanted as well! Seriously I am beyond happy because last semester I only got one class with a teacher I did not want! Both my best friend and I got the math teacher we wanted and we are on our way!! I currently got 4 classes, but as of right now I am debating if I should take a 5th class that would go towards my major. Problem is it is a Night class on a Thursday night and I am already taking a Journalism class Tuesday night! Going to pray and think hard about this, because I don’t want to be so overwhelmed and drop any classes next semester. I may have to step down from certain things next fall, and focus on school. But I know some people who have twice the load I have and if they are able to do it, then why shouldn’t i push myself? Any ways with that said I am excited!
None this year lets just say whatever happens next weekend will be random and fun! Not really up for planning a dinner and dealing with a big bill or people upset because they were not invited. This year I am just going to be random and go with the flow. First time I have done that so it’s somewhat nerve wrecking but exciting!
Cheers BTW to all the Birthday’s in May!! Jessica & Sean Big 21 whoooop whoppp!